Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
- Get my US residency. Yup, check. That all panned out remarkably fast. It all went through by February, even though we were expecting it to take most of the year.
- Create something. Ahhh, still working on that. I've helped out with Anna's Friday Ferox shows, and I started drawing Celtic designs again, but that's about as far as I've got. However, I do now have a box of art supplies. My grand plan is to decorate the beams in the porch. And hopefully Dave will bring my guitar over in a few months. However, the truth is that I just haven't been inspired to be creative - I've been too damn busy.
- See some new places. Not so much. Since Anna's accident in April, long-distance travelling hasn't really been viable. And after buying the house, the travel budget has been reduced to nearly zero.
- Give my kids a holiday here. Partial success. We're planning for Carrie to visit in August for a month. Rhys and Yo both got jobs so won't be coming, but there's still Christmas.
- Get off my fat butt. Embarrassing failure here. Turns out my back really is in pretty bad shape. I've been having treatment as and when I can afford it, but rugby or other hardcore things are right out. We planned to join the local gym, but the move got in the way, and Anna's in no state to go to gym until her back is better. I've done occasional walks, but frankly, nowhere near enough. This is the one I'm most annoyed with myself over.
- Go out as much as I can afford. Yup. We can't afford to go out as much as we did earlier in the year, but at least we don't spend our evenings in front of the TV, and we do manage to squeeze in a hell of a lot. We get to a lot of art shows and live performances, and we usually find fun events and places to get to with the kids.
- See a pro football game. I'm waiting for next season to start. Wasn't expecting to nail this one until about November.
- Meet new people. Definitely. I've got more friends here than I had in England. As I said in December, "Sounds simple enough, but that's what changes your world." Indeed it is, and it has. Resounding success.
- Get a bike. Did I mention we bought a house? No bike fund any more.
- Don't sweat the small stuff. I still have occasional lapses, especially while we were in the middle of the move, but most days I'm content that I actually have a wonderful life, a fabulous home, and a great family, and that we're part of an amazing tribe.
Monday, June 28, 2010
I don’t know what it is, but these days I find it almost impossible to watch an entire movie without – quite literally - falling asleep. Whether I’m in the cinema or at home, I can’t make it all the way through. Sometimes I can’t even get through a single episode of a TV show. It’s becoming really annoying.
I don’t think it’s just tiredness, though that certainly doesn’t help. I find myself dozing off in matinees or when watching something late afternoon or early evening. It’s certainly not boredom – I end up dozing through the end of films I’m really enjoying. It’s not that I can’t concentrate for two straight hours – I can read a book or play a game all day without dropping off, but half an hour after a movie starts, I start to feel sleep creeping up on me.
I thought for a while it was a reaction to darkness. Dave & Darien both prefer to watch movies with the lights off, so I tried insisting that we leave the lights up. That certainly made things better, and now I can usually get most of the way through a movie or into the second episode of TV before drifting away. I tried changing my posture, and that makes a difference too. If I’m lazing on a couch with my feet up, I tend to crash out fairly rapidly. Sitting upright in an armchair or sitting on the floor helps. However, neither of those is sufficient.
I was fascinated to read in Wired this week how using the Internet is changing the way our brains process information. We’re becoming more and more adept at skimming, at multi-tasking, and at dealing with rapidly changing data sources. After working in machinima for seven years, I now find myself thinking of a ten-minute movie as a long piece, and am getting more and more used to two-minute movies. Watching a full-length feature is rather like trying to listen to an opera or a symphony after being immersed in a culture of three-minute pop songs and advertising jingles.
There was a time when I would sit in a chair or lie on the floor and just listen to an hour-long symphony. Nowadays I’d want something else to do with my hands and eyes while I was listening, and would probably be getting restless after the first movement. When I listen to music now, I’m usually cooking, reading, web-surfing, chatting online, working, or doing housework. (Or, more likely, several of these at once.) I’d probably stay awake through movies if I treated them as background in the same way.
Part of the problem, I suppose, is that watching a movie is completely passive and non-interactive. With a book, at least I’m turning the pages, I control the pace at which I read, I can easily skip back a few pages, and I can get up, make coffee, and read anywhere. I'm imagining the scene, turning words into mental images and sounds. With a movie, I’m completely captive. It demands my attention, but requires that I do absolutely nothing else and gives me everything I need to see and hear. As a result, when I watch a movie, it’s as if my brain is saying to me as soon as I relax, “nope, nothing to do here, Matt, might as well go into stand-by mode”.
Strangely, I can sit by the shore of a lake, in a forest clearing, on a beach, or on top of a hill, and just sit, silently, thinking or meditating for hours without going to sleep. By contrast, I can lie in bed in the darkness for hours, and my brain races insanely, no matter how tired I am. My preferred insomnia cure is to get up, put on a movie, and fall asleep on the couch.
It's perplexing. And, as I said, annoying.
Sunday, June 27, 2010
This is a fascinating documentary about the American movie ratings process that anyone interested in either film or censorship should watch.
As a European, I have to admit I found several aspects of the movie completely baffling.
Let’s get this one out of the way first. It’s a well-known issue that Europeans are reasonably tolerant of sex in movies, but tend to shy away from extreme violence, whereas Americans will accept almost any degree of violence, but are comparatively puritanical when it comes to sex or bad language (despite having the world’s largest porn industry). As a result, the criteria by which films are rated are completely different to what I’m used to. Movies I think of as suitable only for adults are kids’ movies here, and movies I’ve watched with my kids are deemed shocking and unacceptable because there’s a hint of boobage or some bad language. However, that’s not what struck me this time.
The whole basis of US ratings seems to me to be useless. When we watch movies at home, we usually end up looking at the European ratings to find out whether they’re suitable for our 12 and 15 year old kids.
For the benefit of my fellow non-Americans, the US ratings system goes like this:
- G: kids of any age can watch this movie
- PG: kids of any age can watch this movie (but it may contain material some parents may consider inappropriate for pre-teens)
- PG-13: kids of any age can watch this movie (but some parents may think it’s inappropriate for pre-teens)
- R: kids of any age can watch this movie (but the cinema may require them to have their parents with them)
- NC-17: for over-18s only (and probably won’t actually get released or broadcast because the studios and distributors won’t touch it)
In other words, anyone can watch anything unless it’s NC-17. The PG-13 category is so broad that some movies are fine for 10-year olds, others – in my opinion – aren’t really suitable for a 15 year old, and would probably be classified 18 in the UK. Kids change hugely between 11 and 18 as they go from pre-puberty to adulthood, and there’s absolutely no indication in the rating of where on that scale a PG-13 fits.
The thing that feels truly weird is that Americans simply don’t have mass market movies for grown-ups or older kids. In the UK, we’re quite comfortable with the idea of having major movies that you have be to 15 or 18 to see. In America, if the theaters can’t get the 14-16 year olds into the cinema and sell them popcorn, they simply won’t show the movie. As a result, an NC-17 rating is basically the kiss of death for a movie. It relegates it to the status of a porn flick.
The strange side-effect of this is that when film directors are arguing for an R rating rather than an NC-17 rating, what they’re actually demanding is that scenes that we would think are suitable only for adults are actually fine for teenagers or even younger kids. In other words, they’re saying that young kids should be able to watch people being tortured and dismembered in graphic close-up, anally raped, having a drug-fuelled orgy with crucifix-shaped dildos, screwing donkeys, or whatever else they want to include in their story.
They’re not actually saying that, of course. They’re just trying to work with this broken ratings system.
What they’re actually asking for is two different things. First, they want the artistic freedom to make the movie they want to make. Well, they already have that freedom. They can make the movie any way they want, and they have the option of releasing it as NC-17 or unrated. Nobody's stopping them making the movie, as long as they can get the funding for it. That puts them in the exact same position as every other artist.
More importantly, though, they’re fighting for a commercial opportunity for that movie, and that’s where they have the problem. There is no commercial market for NC-17 movies in the US. That’s down to the decision by the studios, distributors and exhibitors not to show NC-17s. Wal-Mart and Blockbuster won’t touch them either. As a result, they have to get that R rating from the MPAA one way or another, or the movie is pretty much dead. So either they have to cut the adult scenes the MPAA doesn't like, or they have to argue that the adult scenes are acceptable to kids.
What the US needs, as far as I can see, is to accept that some movies really aren’t suitable for kids, and that there is a place for adults-only movie entertainment that isn’t porn. It’s perfectly accepted in other areas of the entertainment business. Nobody has a problem with putting on a burlesque show and saying over 18s only. Some art exhibitions, theatrical performances, variety acts and gigs don’t allow minors in. Kids can’t get into bars. There’s absolutely nothing wrong with that, and most Americans are quite comfortable with that policy.
So why do the distributors and exhibitors have such a problem with movies that are unsuitable for minors? An NC-17 movie should be no different to any other form of 18+ entertainment. If they were happy to show NC-17s, there would be less pressure to include increasingly hardcore adult material in R-rated movies, and that, surely, would be more in keeping with their mission to protect kids from unwholesome movies.